Breaking camp

"Lake Jean" copyright 2013 by Thomas A. Doty

“Lake Jean” 2013 © Thomas A. Doty

On the morning of the third day, when we broke camp, my companion remarked that the ice in the cooler remained unmelted. “In all of my years of camping, that never happened before,” he said. “This is a record.”

Indeed, it was a record of sorts. Over the course of our first night in the woods, the temperature dropped to 18 degrees Fahrenheit. Although cloud cover helped to insulate us a bit on the second night, it was not much better at 22 degrees.

The first night had been crystal clear; constellations burned in the sky: Orion, Leo, Taurus, the Seven Sisters. An unknown planet shone brightly overhead, later identified as Jupiter.

Snow lay at the periphery of the campsite and in patches on the forest floor. Lake Jean was still frozen, blue and clear. We stood at the edge and listened to the ice groaning in the morning sun.

This year the Falls Trail was closed, socked in ice. Only those with crampons and lines were permitted to descend the glens. We had neither and so had to content ourselves with a leisurely stroll along the Beach and Bear Walk trails. A woodcock suddenly rose at our feet, wings drumming as it shot into the forest. Woodpeckers knocked on hollow bellies of far off trees.

When the camp stove malfunctioned, we cooked over a hickory fire: bacon and eggs, spaghetti, scalloped potatoes and ham. We boiled water for tea and scrubbed the dishes in the sink at the latrine.

When the zipper on my parka got stuck, a pair of pliers carefully applied popped the snag out.

As we sat by the fire the last evening, a red Yukon towing an antique Airstream trailer appeared. Six children, scantily clad, hopped out and marveled at the snow. One toddler stood mesmerized at the edge of the frozen white bank. “We’re from Alabama,” her mother hollered over. “She ain’t never seen snow before.”

One of the girls danced off among the trees and shortly returned. “Mama, mama,” she cried, “I got snow in my shoe, and it’s cold!

So many unanticipated turns of events in such a short period of time.

It was only later after returning home that we learned that on the morning of that third day when we broke camp, an old high school classmate had succumbed to cancer.

Trudging toward the river

I stand in the snow, my boots buried in white. The intense mid-morning sunlight makes me squint behind dark lenses. I turn and look back at the expanse of snow over which I’ve come. My tracks pockmark the trail broken by some unknown snowshoer days before. The air is cold this morning, but the sun has softened the snow. I break through the glazed surface with each step. Every so many steps I stop to cough. It’s hard going through the deep snow in this deserted park.

The river lies up ahead, just around the bend in the trail. It won’t be long before I reach the bank, only a short distance away. Once again I stop and cough, then wipe my mouth with the sleeve of my coat. Keep going, I tell myself. Don’t stop now. Once again I look over my shoulder. It’s a long way back to the dirt road at the park entrance. I take a deep breath and trudge on.

Finally, I round the bend. The river lies ahead, shimmering through last year’s red briers along the bank. The edges have iced up. Out in the center water flows quietly beneath the over-arching blue sky. Bare trees stand along the bank in the distance. My eyes survey the scene, then stop. There, on a distant branch halfway up the trunk, rests a dense dark mass, accentuated with an unmistakable dab of white.

I lift the glasses from my nose and strain to focus through the cold. My eyes water and the image blurs. I reach into my pocket for the handkerchief that is always there. I wipe my eyes and replace the glasses on my face. The form waxes and wanes.

When I raise my hand to my mouth to stifle a cough, the black form drops from the branch. Two long lines shoot out from the bulk, pivoting on an invisible point. Suddenly, in this graceful spiral of descent the lines become wings, the dab of white becomes a head. The wings beat down, and as the bird rises against the grey backdrop of naked tree trunks, I see the white triangular tail flare. A few strokes more and the thin silhouette fades into the blue sky.

I pull my shoulders back and stand up straight. I stuff the wrinkled handkerchief into my pocket and thrust my fingers into the glove. I lift one foot, shake off the snow and take another step. It won’t be long now.

Soon I will reach the river.

"Winter River" 2013 © Brian T. Maurer

“Winter River” 2013 © Brian T. Maurer

Snow shakes down

Snow shakes down from shrouded sky,
And blankets fields indifferently:
Snow obeys no “No Trespassing” sign,
Hops every fence, wall and hedgerow,
Observes no civil boundaries.
Snow, the universal carte blanche,
Covers all without lament.

Man, on the other hand, curses
And kicks back at the counterpane
With shovel, plow and blower;
Mechanically redistributes it
In mounds on streets and sidewalks.

Today I donned my snowshoes
Broke trail, crossed unbounded fields;
I paused, looked back to see—
My shallow silent tracks
Soon filled with wind-whisked snow.

"Breaking Trail" © Brian T. Maurer

“Breaking Trail” © Brian T. Maurer

Sound and fury

Ganoga Falls, Ricketts Glen, ©2012

We stood on the narrow trail at the base of the falls in the glen. Nearly one hundred feet above our heads, white water cascaded down the terraced face of the rock, churning the turbulent pool below. The deafening sound of the cataract drowned out all other sounds in the forest. Standing there breathing in the cool moist air, we could almost convince ourselves that we were the last remnant of a long-forgotten race chosen to view this pristine wilderness.

After a hiatus of four years we had come to hike the Falls Trail at Ricketts Glen once again. Except for our compact campsite, the rest of the grounds remained deserted. It was too early in the season; the hoards of summer people had not yet descended upon the lake and the land. We had glimpsed only a small herd of deer — a doe and two of her young — gliding silently through the trees the evening before.

As we resumed our descent through the ravine, two hikers and their dog approached from below. We paused briefly to exchange a greeting, then continued on our way.

“They probably were thinking the same thing that we were thinking,” I whispered to my friend. “How dare someone else invade the privacy of this sanctuary!”

“They looked like seasoned hikers,” my friend replied. “You could tell from the way they were dressed and the way they handled themselves along the path.”

We walked on in Indian time, pausing whenever we wished to view the stream, the forest flora or the rock formations hewn by the pounding water down through the millennia. I pointed out a stand of red trillium and noted yellow and white violets clinging to moss-covered rocks along the trail.

At Waters Meet we read the bronze plaque which proclaims the designation of the Glens as a registered natural lankmark under the provisions of the Historic Sites Act of August 21, 1935. From the trail below the wooden foot bridge at the confluence that forms Kitchen Creek you can view the two streams that descend through Ganoga Glen and Glen Leigh. My friend pointed out the compass chiseled into a flat rock as we prepared to ascend the Glen Leigh Trail.

Compass Points, Waters Meet, ©2012

Further along close to the summit we encountered the two hikers that we had met during our descent. This time we stopped on one of the wooden foot bridges to chat. The man and his son-in-law had been hiking the Falls Trail loop every Thursday for the last several years. They started shortly after the man had a stent put in one of his coronary arteries. “I had what they call a cardiac event,” he chuckled. “I can tell you, it wasn’t indigestion.”

My friend stooped to stroke their dog, a pit bull bitch. “She’s really very mellow,” the son-in-law said, “although she can be temperamental at times.”

“Do you walk the trail year round?” I asked the old man.

“Year in, year out,” he said. “We’ve done it in the middle of winter with crampons when the trail was icy, and nearly went over the edge at Ganoga Falls.”

“You don’t say!”

“Thankfully, it was a short drop to the switchback below. But we had to go back up for the dog — she slipped her collar and wouldn’t budge.”

“Lucky for you — that’s quite a drop into the ravine there.”

“We saw another fellow, a line worker from North Dakota who had come east after the snow storm last fall to help restore power. He was sitting on the wooden bench down at Waters Meet, white-faced and wearing crampons. He told us he had gone over the side.”

“You know the Lake Rose oil scam story?” the old man asked. We shook our heads. “Lake Rose, that’s the dry lake bed up at Ganoga trailhead. Seems one time a fellow found signs of oil there. Convinced any number of investors to chip in to drill. Later they discovered the fellow in Canada — he had absconded with the investment funds,” he chuckled.

We shook hands all round and parted ways. “Be careful going down, the stone steps are slippery from the morning drizzle.”

Stone Steps, Ricketts Glen, ©2012

“That’s when I get the ski pole out of my knapsack,” the old man said.

“I knew I wasn’t wrong about them,” my friend said further up the trail. “You can always tell woodsmen when you see them.”

We had sandwiches for a late lunch back at camp, then walked down to look at the lake. Far out on the grey water you could make out the form of a goose. A pair of mallards rested among the green tufts of water grass near the shore.

"Lake Jean" 2012 © Thomas A. Doty

We looked at the overcast sky. “So far the weather’s cooperated.”

“It might rain yet,” my friend said.

It held off until late evening. The skies opened up shortly after we crawled into the tent. I fell asleep listening to the sound of the rain on the tent fly. It was good to be curled up in my sleeping bag, warm and dry.

The sound of high winds woke me in the middle of the night. I pulled my stocking cap above my ears and listened to the sound of the rushing wind in the treetops. The rain had stopped, but the wind continued to gust periodically through the night.

We arose at first light to find the dining fly demolished. The wind had lifted it up as though it were a toy parachute, pulling the stakes out of the ground. Paraphernalia lay strewn about. We made a survey and found a missing tea towel under the collapsed tarp.

We heated some water on the camp stove for tea and oatmeal, then burned the remaining hickory in the fire ring. It was the best fire of the three-day excursion. As we doused the coals, a plume of heavy smoke rose from the pit.

A few snowflakes stung our faces before we climbed in our cars and headed out. Overhead, the cold wind still blew steadily in the trees.

Glen Leigh, Ricketts Glen, ©2012

Easter Vigil

Not her usual peppy self
The puppy lags behind on leash.
Halfway out the morning trek
She squats: a gush of slimy blood.

That afternoon we set out,
The dog remains behind,
Lying in her corner bed,
Eyes half glazed, belly rumbling.

We cross the concrete bridge,
Bushwack through the woods,
Wander along an ancient bluff
Above the rushing river.

We find a forest trail,
Follow it up a steep incline,
March down a dirt path
Into an unknown ravine.

I recognize finally the brook.
The blue-blazed trail we sought
Leads us up the ridge
And to the cliffs beyond.

I point out the old railroad bed,
Where formerly it snaked through town,
The school, the mill, the pub,
Our house tucked beneath the pines.

The wind bites hard,
Watering our eyes.
We turn and descend
Back through the forest.

Near the river’s edge
Without warning they appear:
Hoards of yellow parasols
Among the mottled green:

Trout lilies, nearly a month early.
Spring beauties, fairy spuds,
A stand of whit squirrel corn,
Seasonably out of season.

Back home, from her sick-bed,
At the sound of footsteps,
Cold-nosed, the pup is risen
To dance and bark our return.

2012 © Brian T. Maurer

A good walk spoiled — almost

Walt Landgraf used to boast that he never went for a walk in the woods and came back disappointed.

I’ve always put a lot of stock in his remark—up until today. Were it not for the fact that I continued to press forward along a woodland trail, I might have returned distraught indeed.

I started out early. The morning air was crisp, but the weatherman was calling for sunny skies with highs in the 60s. I grabbed my binoculars and camera and set out for the Metacomet Trailhead.

"Metacomet Trailhead" 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

A wren called from a sparse lilac bush. I heard the familiar “Pe-ter, Pe-ter” notes of the titmice and focused my binoculars on several chickadees flitting about in the upper branches of a stand of hemlocks.

"Metacomet Trail" 2012 © Brian T. MaurerFrom the small plateau just below the remnants of the Bartlett Tower I panned the lower Farmington shimmering silver in the morning sun. I turned and entered the forest, following the blue blaze marks along the narrow rocky ridge trail.

When I reached the first power line cut my stomach tightened. There before me lay a newly constructed gravel road, wide enough to accommodate a large utility truck.

"Metacomet Trail: Utility Road" 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

At first I thought I was dreaming; perhaps I had taken a wrong turn. But no, there was only one path—the one I was on—and that path led most assuredly onto the road.

Gone was the rocky outcropping on which I had stood countless times over the past three decades to survey the distant Barndoor Hills, gone was the lookout point with the blue blaze mark; gone the familiar ancient oaks and underbrush, spring nesting grounds for hermit thrush.

I hesitated, looked back over my shoulder, then stepped out onto the crushed grey stone, hoping that it might vaporize beneath my feet. It didn’t, of course.

I followed the road along the ridge to where it veered sharply in its descent down the eastern slope of the ravine. At this point I was able to pick up the original trail again. I had traversed a distance of perhaps 600 yards. I stopped to look back at this swath of centuries old Indian trail, now obliterated by earth-moving machines and buried in gravel.

"Metacomet Trail: Gravel Road" 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

A young man passed me on the trail ahead. I hailed him to ask about the road. “It’s been there for the past several months,” he said. “The power company put it through after last fall’s storm.”

“I thought it was public land,” I said.

He shrugged his shoulders. “The power company can do whatever it wants,” he said, and walked off.

I continued down the trail, seething under my breath. The scarred woods had momentarily lost their magical charm.

I stopped to study a placard mounted on a tree. It carried a map of the area. I traced the stretch of Metacomet Trail along which I had come, chagrined to find that it lay just outside the border of the town land trust.

I fought back the lump in my throat and pressed ahead. At the second lookout point I paused to survey the valley before entering the woods again. I decided that I would go as far as the flat rock before heading back.

Shortly, I was greeted with a cacophony that grew louder and louder. As I approached the vernal pond nestled in the hollow behind the flat rock, the crescendo became deafening.

"Vernal Pool" 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

I crept closer, inching my way to the shoreline. Scores of little dark knobs bobbed on the surface of the pond. Periodically, concentric circles of ripples expanded from the knobs. As I peered closer I noticed a frog floating near a fallen branch close to shore. From time to time it stretched its hind legs and kicked languorously two or three times.

"Spring Peeper" 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

I brought my binoculars up to survey the water. Each knob turned out to be a young frog, newly formed from its prior existence as a tadpole. Hundreds of them bobbed on the surface.

Awestruck, I stood and listened to the peepers—for how long I cannot say. Like Thoreau seated before the door of his cabin on a summer morning, in those moments I grew like corn in the night.

The bark of a dog broke my reverie. I turned to see a golden flash along the trail. A jogger followed, and both promptly disappeared over the next rise.

I climbed up the steep cut to the flat rock and looked out over the valley. I trained my binoculars on the swamp just east of the town. The water shimmered through the dead trees in silver patches in the late morning sun.

I turned and retraced my steps back through the forest to the lookout point. From there I took an alternative route back to the village.

My good walk had come quite close to being spoiled, but in the end an unexpected orchestral performance of spring peepers redeemed it.

Thin Places

Together we parse the woodland trail
Past stands of ancient evergreens
Through patches of ice-melt mud,
Bearing right at the fork.
A quickened pace across the creek,
Then up the sandy rise
To Spring Pond.

A fallen pine rests on its side,
An empty cabin slumps.
Geese bleat over still water.

Blue blazed trees lead us to
An open yellow meadow,
The etched path arcs through
Last summer’s grassy remnants.

A sudden shrill drumming
Sounds in the forest.
Silence ensues;
We wait and listen.
Drumming cracks the air again,
Echoes through our amphitheater,
This hallowed forest glen.

Copyright 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

"Spring Pond" 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

Haiku dog walk

White terrier stands
Head tilted, one brown ear cocked—
Eyeing the black leash.

Ski cap tight, warm gloves
Bulky fleece coat collar zipped—
Door creaks, biting wind!

Titmice perch and peck
Feeder spills, swings to and fro—
Grey squirrel attacks!

Hound dog approaches
Straining at the taut choker—
Vicious snarls exchanged!

Rough coat buries nose
Beneath cinnamon needles—
Organic treasures!

Starlings sit on wires,
A bar of slurred sixteenth notes—
Bird’s eye notation.

Photo eye captures
Afternoon winter debris—
Frozen artifacts.

Stark limbs stretch skyward
Broken branches snapped in two—
Matchsticks on cobalt.

Sudden shot echoes
At wood duck and white water—
Turning tail, dog yaps!

Silver skillet rests
Over open orange flame—
Welcome kitchen warmth.

Copyright 2012 © Brian T. Maurer

"Two Take Flight" 2004 © Barry H. Penchansky, M.D.

A woodland walk

“Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth.”

—Robert Frost, The Road Not Taken

I stood at the edge of the wood near the bottom of the rise, leaning against my walking stick. Directly ahead the trail continued to ascend the rocky slope along the ridge, while below, off to the left, branches and debris from last October’s winter storm blocked the leaf-strewn path.  After a moment’s reflection I took up the walking stick in hand and tramped down through the leaves.

At the bottom I found the blue blaze marks and proceeded west along the path parallel to the ridge trail. Many of the fallen limbs had been cut up and kicked off to the side. In a few spots new trail had been blazed around extensive clusters of debris. Eventually, I stepped out of the woods onto the dirt road at the power line cut.

Here I had another decision to make: continue on into the woods or follow the dirt road to the crest. Moments later I stepped into the woods again and continued along the path.

At the bottom of the hollow I found the remnant of a trail that crossed the stream and led directly up the rise. Many times I had followed this straight stretch of trail, striding up the natural stone steps. It soon became apparent that the former trail was impassable: a jungle of fallen trunks and contorted branches blocked the way.

I turned right and followed an improvised path across the slope to where it doubled back through the forest. Back and forth I followed the switchbacks, crisscrossing the old straight trail.

Near the top of the rise, off to the right, a vernal pool lay frozen in the forest. I paused at its edge and stared down into the black ice. Patches of blue sky silhouetted the wispy tops of stark trees in this cracked icy mirror.

It was a short ascent to the ridge. I stood on the rocky outcropping and looked out over the expansive valley at my feet, shading my eyes from the intense afternoon sun. A cold wind cut my cheek.

Shortly, I turned and disappeared back into the forest.